I'm alive

is almost over! left with 3 more papers spread over 2.5 weeks! which gives me ample time to rest, and well as... SAVE THE REST OF THEM ..

music currently playing - Mazurka in F major Chopin
this is the mazurka for grade 6/7 ballet i think, just shortened to the opening section.
was dancing with lauren in our charactare shoes & black skirt (:

I am going to make a powerpoint, of all the pictures i have taken this year, and all the events in chronological order.. that would give me a rather good view of all thats been gone this year (:

gonna meet up with all long lost friends! but will be away the whole of dec when everyone's most free :(
hope danielyee, jason, lmj, and the pri sch bunch will not enlist in army so sooon!!

oh wells... in the mean time, i should still be studying the most of my time .
heehee bb! and good luck to the rest of the papers, time for them to have a heroin to save them (:

is about 10 days more.
i just wish myself good luck. and a lot of luck.
work hard, and pray hard D: D: D:

I feel chompy, i want to bite.

ah ok i shall go find chomper!! =S

4 weeks to A lvls, cant be thinking of anything else right now. Music portfolio submission is next week and performing is next monday. i am going to be damn zai.

the free compo is driving me a little bit crazy... i see no link in my half-done sections and submission is next week..i hope i ll survive. cant wait for consultation tmr :O

and still......... no substantial chem/math revision done.
Not to forget music history

 USE THE WEEKEND TO WORK ON MY MUSIC!

HI! (:
just want to say that the jnrs are great!
love everyone over there , pizzas, chips,photos
tks for everything and i ll be back to train!
need to keep toned (:

muahahha so happy! these 5 days were quite fun .
Saw daniel and jason as the psc fair! havent seen them for at least 2 years! D:
yup, then i managed to talk to mj for a while, waiting for his midyears to end and then we'll meet up! (:
Went mt faber with caramel today, and watched Transformers with ernest and nic .
the robots were quite confusing =/
but the popcorn munching and company was great!

time to catch up with my friends .muahahahha .
yay!!! the next few days shall be fun filled!
Went to caramel's house to gym today! then went running with the sister haha!
quite crap la, my stamina is so lousy alr!
just looked at the pics during nats period and i realised how not toned i look alr!
ahhhh! ok hahahhaa i should stop being so obsessed with myself.

caramel is at timbre with ernest and nic!
yayyyy go come up with my schedule!


keeping in mind...
that prelims is just round the corner.

Apr 4, '09 1:36 PM for everyone

i just looked through all the photos under the photo tab on this blog
and i realised how much i have missed ..
how bad my time management is now and priorities .
i've been such a bad friend.

O levels was a damn good year,
i really studied, and i really played.
i kept in contact with all my friends , from primary school ,secondary school,ballet friends to acsi and cat high friends , whose images seem to have faded in my mind and that all the times we had tgd are just chucked aside.
yet , photos captured how i felt everyone was important to me then.

Then came the question,
will people i deem important to me now go away simply because i dont take initiatives to socialise anm because i simply only want you?
I seem to be losing out on so many other things yet you are never enough



i dont know.
All i know now is i need my discipline back,
and my priorities ,
gone were the days when i could juggle everything and still be so social
i miss elizabeth, jade, avril , mj,  and .....................
yet i think it wont be the same again because people change?

my timetable just got even more packed now with a piano competition practices into weekdays 3X a week.

Im damn afraid,
damn afraid that i wont be able to pull through the long hours and rigour of school,
damn afraid i would miss you like crazy cos i wont have time to meet you!

what the heck xx, what are you thinking!
Year 2 is supposed to be like this.
come on , just a few more months, just shut up and concentrate doing what you SHOULD be doing and stop being such a slacker , you suck! =/

i hate everything, i hate my life laaaaa D:

WHOOOOOOO!
tmr is my first event!
time to make all my trngs worthwhile cos i know i ll do my best tmr and alll the way mans, im going to live up to my own expectations and i ll be a happy swimmer (:
feels good to swim at sports school today,
GO XX, YOU CAN DO IT! I LOVE YOU! (:


TJC SWIM TEAM FTW!!!!!!
to jnrs esp : your first attempt at school nationals, i know how it feeells! cos i felt the same way last year. just do you very best ok! your team mates, snrs including ME  will be right behind you, to calm you down before your race and to congratulate you when you finish your race and emerge a PB-BREAKER! :D

to jnrs who swam today (jiewei, rachel, clarisse, joanne, and others whom i might not rmb,) , you did well today k! one more event. build on this experience and GOGOGO for the next! DQ is nothing ok, i DQ-ed last year also, dont let that bring you down! ( and this goes to Aldric too! )

good swim to Neritta, Peck yi, Yuxuan , Sherman! :D

COME ON THE REST OF THE SWIMMERS, WE CAN DO IT TOO!!! :D
go lynn (:



lololol so funny, so many people whom this post mentioned may not even be reading this ! lol
JIA YOU XX,  ALLLL THE WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY (:

LEON OHHHHHH!  JAMIE, JANA, POH, LAUREN,JADE ! (and other dancers whom i have not mentioned )


jiayou for dance syf this thurs.
YOU HAVE WORKED HARD FOR THIS!
and Gold with Honours is Yours to take (:

you just dont know why you are slacking.
or maybe, you are that lousy.

I dont know why im swimming so slowly today, sigh i guess it was quite obvious i was quite upset after sprint sets today. we did 4X pyramid sets. Even mr loh asked if i was sprinting.
Omg ):  Not even pushing hard enough for trngs, what would even be the results of Nats.
I am just going to disappoint myself.
AH omg ): i need to be more positive, it is one week to nats.
tell me i can improve my close-to-the-wall plunge, slow retarded underwater kicks, and a stupid lousy mentality in like... 7 days.


And my studies are also quite screwed now. the term started with me not doing tutorials. omg ): ok i am going to do now.. sometimes, i just want to get all that clutter out of my head, including You, yet i am not taking any action.


save me please.

IS IN TWO WEEKS OFFICIALLY WHEN THE NEXT TIME THE CLOCK STRIKES 12.

yay! i am very happy and tired that i finished my 6k.
the first 3k lap was very tiring! i somehow felt very very out of breath, feel that i did better for the 2nd lap !
was like ... 5th last in my 1st lap
but sherman came in 2nd after his biking D:
and he stopped to help lynn with her bike halfway when the chains came out (:
we got 3rd in the end, lynn and partner got 2nd!
anw, i am just very happy to complete the race , cos i wanted to give up, and
tks to chaiyong ,xinzi,mr tan , sherman and everyone else who encouraged me along .

sports meet was very boring ytd,
except that i ran 100m for the swim team! (:
hahahha was very slowww and neritta still said wanted to get 4th LOL!
but we completed the relay :D

going for concert later, going to rest le bb!


should i do anything about this confusion?
dont really know how you feel, but im just happy to have you around i guess.

next week, all the results will be out.
sigh

you made me fall in love with you! (: 

of a lot of things now.

1) really sad that im NOT going for march camp
2) how to make sure i study everything i want finish by end of this study break
3) how to be a mugger
4) i want to eat ice cream
5) my role in the swim team
6) how to choing swim trngs after April 2nd
7) how to improve my demi charactare and the 3 other dances to 95% perfect this week
8) how to play Ritmo duet with XH well on thurs

TELL ME HOW to swim at interjc tmr  when i didnt even train hard for it D: